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Hey =] the names Jennie, I love to write quotes and find quotes, I also enjoy dancing, I don't write all of these quotes and if i don't i give credit and i expect the same, I love Hello Kitty& Curious George; I sometimes feel like a complete kid and other times i feel like i'm the only person who knows how to act mature. I'm friendly so talk to me, If you have any requests for quotes or anything let me know =] I am also a helpful person so if you ever need advice don't be afraid to ask!!! :) I live in a very small town where everyone knows everyone and everyone knows everything about eachother. Im a sophomore in high school and i love it :) I don't have a scale on when i update (like based on comments) I just update when i feel like it but i do appreciate comments and subscribers and i do sub for subs; if you subscribe to me i will sub back :)!!
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| today at my high school an 18 year old senior was struck by a train and killed instantly, it was shocking, you hear about people getting hit by trains all the time but when its someone you actually know its just so realistic.
rip jess chu. you have so much support here
all my sympathy goes out to her family<3 | | |
| ill keep it short..
been sick going on my second week out of school
first I had bad stomach cramping and diabetes complications, was in the hospital..was okay over the weekend..sunday night started throwing up and now im sick with the flu, possibly in the hospital again..here's an update
1.
what would you say if I told you
im not giving up however long it takes
its clear that things have changed
since when we started
but we can't just walk away babe
--Between The Trees;; We Can Try
2.
the sooner you know who you are
and what you want.
the less things you'll let upset you
3.
sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention
to my favorite songs because the lyrics
sing everything im too scared to say
4.
and ill confess
that I can be a little selfish, I can
yeah ill admit
I don't want you to get me through this
I don't want to start over again
--Paramore;; Whoa
5.
the worst feeling isn't being lonely
but being forgotten by someone you could never forget
to look back and see how things used to be,
knowing it'll never be the same,
and realizing it doesn't matter to him at all
because he doesn't miss a thing
6.
there's a difference between
like and love
wrong and right
never run if you're not ready to step
and never forgive if you're not ready to forget
7.
why is forgiving someone so much easier than dealing with the problem
its so much easier to just say "I forgive you"
then to admit "you hurt me"
sometimes I wish I had the guts to stand up and say how I really feel
--credit;; quote_love219
8.
memories were fine
but you couldn't touch them, smell them or hold them
they were never exactly as the moment had been
and they faded with time
9.
that was the thing, you never knew. forever was so many different things. it was always changing, it was what everything really was about. it was twenty minutes or a hundred years, or just this instant or any instant. I wished I would last and last. but there was one truth about forever that really mattered and that was this it was happening right then and every moment afterwards look there. now. now. now
--The Truth About Forever
10.
because this is what happens when you try to run from the past
it just doesn't catch up, it overtakes, blotting out the future
peace&love
xoxo | | |
| so basically I suck..cheerleading takes over my life as well as school and my computer was broken...so no time for xanga, ill update every once in awhile but I can't promise when so I apologize :( I had this wholeee thing written yesterday as well as an update and then my computer died and I lost it soo im going to type my drama all over again...
my moms best friend has a nephew who is 18 and a freshman at an all boys college..he has had this girlfriend but he ended up breaking up with her cause she's basically a whore and was sleeping around and always getting drunk..so my moms friend wanted me to talk to him so I thought hey what the hell what's the harm...after talking to him for 10 minutes I immediately felt a connection with him, we talked non stop for about a week..always texting, talking on phone, etc. and then things started to get weird and we weren't talking as often..turns out he got back with his girlfriend..for one I was a mess and I had already started falling for him, two his family haaates this girl so they were all thrilled when he was talking about me cause it was someone other than her and when he told them he was back with her they were pissed. anyway I've just been trying to not let it bother me as best as I can..I don't like her, he still talks to me all the time though..I had to see him last saturday at a funeral and it was so awkward cause it was our first meeting and it was after all of this happened and neither of us knew how to handle it..he apologized after though and we talked for like hours lol..the thing that gets me though is his family keeps saying that he broke up with her cause he didn't want to be with her anymore, so they think she threatened to hurt herself or something and that's why he's back with her idk though. but he's telling me he really likes me and feels a connection with me, and wants to come down and take me out for the day (he goes to school in Maine and I live in Massachusetts) fikmgjf so frustrating lol sorry everyone I just needed to vent cause I don't even know what to think anymore lol
okay here's your WELL deserved update :D <333
1.
It was cold.
my hands were shaking,
& you stepped in front of me just to
wrap your arms around me as you said,
" let's pretend winter isn't here ."
i buried my head in your shoulder & i whispered,
"let's pretend the snow isn't the only thing falling fast."
2.
im your desire my intentions are true
hey babe I know in time your gonna see
what you mean to me so open up your eyes
cause' seeing is believing
--Dixie Chicks;; I Can Love You Better
3.
don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
cause you have that affect on me
--Hey Monday;; 6 months
4.
I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss
as much as I hate missing you
--Hey Monday;; 6 months
5.
I know you love her
and I know you've been with her for a long time
but im jut asking you to give me a chance
to give me a someday
to actually show you how much you mean to me
--credit;; quote_love219
6.
my heart actually skipped a beat when I saw you
I saw your glance from across the room
and it made me heart tremble
--credit;; quote_love219
7.
all feelings aside just tell me
what's she got that I don't have?
--credit;; quote_love219
8.
I love you.
that's my secret.
no hearts. no pretty drawings.
no poems or cryptic messages.
I love you.
9.
my mother warned me
"watch out for those boys breaking hearts and telling lies
is what they do"
why didn't I listen..?
--credit;; quote_love219
10.
and it scares me to think
that I would choose my life
over you. but my selfish heart
divides me from you it tears
us apart. so tell me, what is
our ending, will it be beautiful?
--Barlowgirl;; Beautiful Ending
peace&love
xoxo | | |
| brrr im cold..my house is freezing ;p
so last friday we had our big football game against melrose high, and we won! we are not 3-0 :] we play burlington on friday maybe we will be 4-0 :p then we had homecoming after..it was fun I went with my friend abby, danced with a few guys haha and ignored a few drunk asses who tried to dance with me...then saturday was my friends sweet sixteen it was siiick tons of fun..but then sunday I got sick :( so I've been home sick all week! it sucks! but I have to go to school tomorrow so I can cheer at the game tomorrow night!!
I don't mean to be a pest but I've been getting very little feedback lately which doesn't necessarily make me want to update...im almost at 200 subs! when I get there I will do a huge update!!
1.
if your head tells you one thing and your heart tells you another before you do anything you should first decide whether you have a better head or a better heart..
2.
save me im lost
oh lord I've been waiting for you
--Carolina Liar;; Show Me What Im Looking For
3.
"I'm sorry" won't cut it the rest of your life. Get over yourself and say goodbye. I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you. Forget my name, forget my face. Hope you get on a plane and forget this place, so I never have to deal with you again.
4.
just so you know
my heart still skips a beat
everytime I see you
--credit;; quote_love219
5.
but I've been told that a cheater
is always a cheater so I've got my pride and she's got you
--Kellie Pickler;; Best Days Of Your Life
6.
everybody says that when it comes to friends
the truest ones are counted on one hand
but take a look around
before you hit the ground
the only one you'll see will be me
--Keith Urban;; Won't Let You Down
7.
you know, sometimes I look back to the past
and one day ill smile and be glad that we got to share some great times together
and just the next day ill cry because I miss you so much and wish you were still here with me
its a vicious cycle of love
--credit;; quote_love219
8.
when you look at me
what do you see
is it just me, or is it someone special you once knew
--credit;; quote_love219
9.
It's hard to get back into the ring, especially with the one who knocked you out in the first place.
--One Tree Hill
10.
You know, sometimes people play hard-to-get because they need to know the other person's feelings are real
--One Tree Hill
peace&love
xoxo | | |
| I am SO SO sorry guys..school&cheerleading have consumed my life. I have school everyday till 2:30 and then practice everyday after school till 6 then I come home and eat and do all my homework and fridays I have school and then games and weekends I try to catch up on everything I've pushed aside during the week. Cheerleading keeps me so busy between practices, games, running to get things, baking for team dinners and our football players, getting ready, being on time, just everything. We have won our first 2 games though so we are 2-0 lets hope we can keep that up though!! I just don't have a lot of time for xanga right now while cheerleading and school are my main priorities im still going to update I just can't guarantee when it will be. thank you to all of you who still follow my updates and still support me <3
this week I have practices monday, wednesday and thursday so I can try to update tuesday.I also have a team dinner thursday and I have a game and then homecoming on friday then saturday I have this yard sale fundraiser for cheerleading and then my friends sweet 16. so I will try my best to update when I can for now here is an update<3
1.
you all have your own values but they get caught up in society's values and you just forget about who you are and who your own values are
--Mark Reynolds (My english teacher)
2.
Your all in high school
your can't joke around everything is serious
your going to be in this big bad world soon enough
and I don't know if some of you are ready.
--Kristin (my cheerleading coach)
3.
I don't think your beautiful I think your beyond it
--Lil Wayne;; Every Girl
4.
I've never even met you and I have a feeling im falling for you
--credit;; quote_love219
5.
and maybe, your gonna be the one that saves me
--Oasis;; Wonderwall
6.
you've got eyes as powerful as a tiger
that just stare me down
but I can be just as fast
in walking away from you
--credit;; quote_love219
7.
you look at me and smile
and I wonder, have you ever smiled like that to anyone else?
8.
he stares at you
he talks to you
he asks you things no one has
he notices things others haven't
I think he likes you
--Julie (my best friend)
9.
when asked what I want to be when I grow up
I write one single word 'somebody'
some people look at me like im crazy,
some look in awe
I just want to be someone
--credit;; quote_love219
10.
And I gotta wonder, when you see me,
does your stomach jump to your throat
and your heart drop to your gut?
Because that's what happens, when I see you.
peace&love
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